had to!

my bestie smokes...holy crap!! i did not know this!! he said he had told me but OH NO!! he did not!! for those who dont know i am completely against smoking/drugs. its not natural for the body and it kills you. thats all it does. sure peiople may argue with it makes you feel better. yeah!! PSSHHTT!! for how long!?!?! until the end of the end of cig? until theres no more weed?! yeah!!! EXACTLY!!!! and you all know!! it costs SO much money!! its ridonculous!!!! i cant beleive this... i am SO shocked. i did not see this coming. when he told me i was conflicting with myself. i didnt know wether to yell at him or just stop talking to him.... i didnt do either... hes my bestie, not to mention i like him too, i couldnt do that to him. so i tried to find out more... he hasnt done weed in a year. bonus right there. and hes trying to quit cigs. he wants to quit. im going to help him. i dont want him to do that to himself. im going to help him.. i have to. i want to.
anwyayz i had to say that.. i had to get that out.
ill keep you posted
yours truly