i know its late..

i just had to tell someone.
i realized today something very important about me. i figured out today why i cant look at myself as 'pretty'.
shen someone compliments me on my looks i am able to say thank you so much and mean it. i dont want to be one of those girls who says thanks. i know. because they dont mean it. they dont care. thats because they know that guys want them. that they can wear a low top and have guys looking at them all the time. with me. i like the fact that if someone compliments me i can take it as a compliment. im not snooty in any way because i dontlook at myself as pretty. dont get me wrong, i can look in the mirror and point out alot of good points. but i dont look in the mirror and go of course im pretty. girls who think like that play with boys emotions, hell! they play with boys in general. with me, i can love. i can look at one guy and say i love you. and for sure mean it. girls who play with boys never mean it, and rarely say it. because they want6 to stay single. be able to play with boys, have fun. but they will never know what its like to love, and to be loved for who they really are. boys only fall for their looks. not their snottiness. i, at least, can say if a boy falls for me. its for me.
yours truly