heyy everyone!! as you can see im ina rush so this will be short and sweet.
i was on holidays. thats why i havnt posted in a while. i went to calabogie, search it dont ask, it was awesome! i loved it.
i wont be posting unless i have something important to say so you dont have to worry. i wont explain anymore why i havnt posted because itll be for that im not posting unless i have soehting important to say. i already said that but oh well.
ill keep you posted
yours truly
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
a long time
wow. its been a long time since ive done this.
ive been bed ridden. i think i said that last time i posted. well im still not better from it. sucks. but im almost there. but still. its almost the end of the month and i think this is only my second post. jeesh.
anywho. i have a crush on two people. there from my new school so its better than the other guy. good because im over him and im mad at him. i think ive said that before too. anyways i liek them both. i think equally but im not sure. i may like one better. im not sure what to do so im leaving it be for the moment.
anywayz thats basically it.
ill keep you posted
yours truly
ive been bed ridden. i think i said that last time i posted. well im still not better from it. sucks. but im almost there. but still. its almost the end of the month and i think this is only my second post. jeesh.
anywho. i have a crush on two people. there from my new school so its better than the other guy. good because im over him and im mad at him. i think ive said that before too. anyways i liek them both. i think equally but im not sure. i may like one better. im not sure what to do so im leaving it be for the moment.
anywayz thats basically it.
ill keep you posted
yours truly
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
ugh...
i know.. its been forever! but i was hospitalized. does that count for an excuse? well it was only one day, but i was bed ridden for the rest. i had an inner ear infection or something.. i couldnt get up without feeling dizzy and lighthesaded and i felt like i would pass out. a ltitle naesous occasionally. so yeah
nothing to report really. just thought id let you know.
ill keep you posted
yours truly
nothing to report really. just thought id let you know.
ill keep you posted
yours truly
Sunday, October 25, 2009
right.. okay
so i know its been a while. the last time i posted i was pissed. badly. but im a little better. im still a little ticked but i can hold it in now. i can leave it inside me instead of having to tell anybody.
i still like my bestie. but im mad at him right now. he knows. and hes not doing anything about it. oh well, its his fault. if he doesnt want to know whats wrong. fine. whatever. i dont care anymore. but of course i do. im just saying that.
i like this guy in my new school. its not Ben. its someone else loll. oh well.
SO ANYWHO.
im decorating my house for Halloween today :D im SO excited! i LOVE Halloween. its just after Christmas. but i love Halloween so much! candy Candy CANDY!!! YAY!! :D i also get to see all the little kids costumes. they're so cute :)
anywayz im hungry. and i have LOADS of homework to do +o(
ill keep you posted
yours truly
i still like my bestie. but im mad at him right now. he knows. and hes not doing anything about it. oh well, its his fault. if he doesnt want to know whats wrong. fine. whatever. i dont care anymore. but of course i do. im just saying that.
i like this guy in my new school. its not Ben. its someone else loll. oh well.
SO ANYWHO.
im decorating my house for Halloween today :D im SO excited! i LOVE Halloween. its just after Christmas. but i love Halloween so much! candy Candy CANDY!!! YAY!! :D i also get to see all the little kids costumes. they're so cute :)
anywayz im hungry. and i have LOADS of homework to do +o(
ill keep you posted
yours truly
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
sorry about that
im pissed. very pissed.
i want to hit something. badly. seriously. im not joking. if i dont type this i think i just might.
you know what i hate? boys. not in general just the frikin millions that arent curious. im serious. when they ask you whats wrong and you say nothing and they know its not nothing. or when you answer im just pissed right now. you know what they say? okay. thats it. they jsut drop it. my god!! im a girl!! a freakin girl!! i like people being curious aobut what is going on in my life. im pissed. they just leave it at the most broadest answer. im done. thats it. if another boy does that to me i might snap.
im naturally curious. im curious about their lives. and they like it that i want to know whats going on with tehm. and do tehy do the same? NO!! OMFREAKIN GOD!!!! I JUST GET SO ANGRY! im not joking. im being childish oyu may think. but ive been living with this since kindergarten and i cant take it anymore.. anymore!!!
im going to hurt myself being so mad. i swear to god!! i cant beleive im so ticked about this!! its insane how freakin ticked i am!!!... ARGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
..............................................OMG!!
i cant do it... i want to cry im so pissed!
screw you!!
not you.. but them
yours truly
i want to hit something. badly. seriously. im not joking. if i dont type this i think i just might.
you know what i hate? boys. not in general just the frikin millions that arent curious. im serious. when they ask you whats wrong and you say nothing and they know its not nothing. or when you answer im just pissed right now. you know what they say? okay. thats it. they jsut drop it. my god!! im a girl!! a freakin girl!! i like people being curious aobut what is going on in my life. im pissed. they just leave it at the most broadest answer. im done. thats it. if another boy does that to me i might snap.
im naturally curious. im curious about their lives. and they like it that i want to know whats going on with tehm. and do tehy do the same? NO!! OMFREAKIN GOD!!!! I JUST GET SO ANGRY! im not joking. im being childish oyu may think. but ive been living with this since kindergarten and i cant take it anymore.. anymore!!!
im going to hurt myself being so mad. i swear to god!! i cant beleive im so ticked about this!! its insane how freakin ticked i am!!!... ARGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
..............................................OMG!!
i cant do it... i want to cry im so pissed!
screw you!!
not you.. but them
yours truly
$%#& *!@
OMFG!!!
SCREW YOU!!
i hate you...
i wish you would just stop screwing with my emotions..
i thought i had gotten rid of you once and for all...
but no..
you had to come back!!!!
...$%@& you..
SCREW YOU!!
i hate you...
i wish you would just stop screwing with my emotions..
i thought i had gotten rid of you once and for all...
but no..
you had to come back!!!!
...$%@& you..
Sunday, October 11, 2009
i know its late..
i just had to tell someone.
i realized today something very important about me. i figured out today why i cant look at myself as 'pretty'.
shen someone compliments me on my looks i am able to say thank you so much and mean it. i dont want to be one of those girls who says thanks. i know. because they dont mean it. they dont care. thats because they know that guys want them. that they can wear a low top and have guys looking at them all the time. with me. i like the fact that if someone compliments me i can take it as a compliment. im not snooty in any way because i dontlook at myself as pretty. dont get me wrong, i can look in the mirror and point out alot of good points. but i dont look in the mirror and go of course im pretty. girls who think like that play with boys emotions, hell! they play with boys in general. with me, i can love. i can look at one guy and say i love you. and for sure mean it. girls who play with boys never mean it, and rarely say it. because they want6 to stay single. be able to play with boys, have fun. but they will never know what its like to love, and to be loved for who they really are. boys only fall for their looks. not their snottiness. i, at least, can say if a boy falls for me. its for me.
yours truly
i realized today something very important about me. i figured out today why i cant look at myself as 'pretty'.
shen someone compliments me on my looks i am able to say thank you so much and mean it. i dont want to be one of those girls who says thanks. i know. because they dont mean it. they dont care. thats because they know that guys want them. that they can wear a low top and have guys looking at them all the time. with me. i like the fact that if someone compliments me i can take it as a compliment. im not snooty in any way because i dontlook at myself as pretty. dont get me wrong, i can look in the mirror and point out alot of good points. but i dont look in the mirror and go of course im pretty. girls who think like that play with boys emotions, hell! they play with boys in general. with me, i can love. i can look at one guy and say i love you. and for sure mean it. girls who play with boys never mean it, and rarely say it. because they want6 to stay single. be able to play with boys, have fun. but they will never know what its like to love, and to be loved for who they really are. boys only fall for their looks. not their snottiness. i, at least, can say if a boy falls for me. its for me.
yours truly
Saturday, October 10, 2009
alright
ive really been into an artsy mood lately. i have an arts and crafts class at my school and i just keep wanting to make more stuff.
so my parents 25 anniversary is coming up on Thanksgiving on monday. i made them an origami heart for a card ( http://www.ehow.com/how_2061320_fold-origami-heart.html ) and i made them a star basket ( http://www.origami-usa.org/files/atsushi-starbasket.pdf ) filled with tiny 3D hearts ( http://www.ehow.com/how_4862165_small-origami-d-heart.html ) all made out of oragami :)
it took me forEVER!! but oh well. it looks good.
thats it for now
ill keep you posted
yours truly
so my parents 25 anniversary is coming up on Thanksgiving on monday. i made them an origami heart for a card ( http://www.ehow.com/how_2061320_fold-origami-heart.html ) and i made them a star basket ( http://www.origami-usa.org/files/atsushi-starbasket.pdf ) filled with tiny 3D hearts ( http://www.ehow.com/how_4862165_small-origami-d-heart.html ) all made out of oragami :)
it took me forEVER!! but oh well. it looks good.
thats it for now
ill keep you posted
yours truly
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
:@ ... !
i am in such a pissy mood.. i dont know why. i just am. so get over it.
i dont want to be in a pissy mood but hey.. i am. .... its going to be short today. i dont want to tlak. im the sort of person who suffers in silence. just me. and screw you if you try to interfere. so thats why im not talking today.
i will say one thing though.
you know how i told my bestie i liked him? well i havnt gone on since.. so in two days. not cuz im scared. but because if he wanst to talk to me about it i wont be there. and voila. so when i go on tomorrow he should be dying to talk to me. thats if he wants to. besides im studying for my science test tomorrow so excuse right there. anywayz..
ill keep you posted
yours truly
i dont want to be in a pissy mood but hey.. i am. .... its going to be short today. i dont want to tlak. im the sort of person who suffers in silence. just me. and screw you if you try to interfere. so thats why im not talking today.
i will say one thing though.
you know how i told my bestie i liked him? well i havnt gone on since.. so in two days. not cuz im scared. but because if he wanst to talk to me about it i wont be there. and voila. so when i go on tomorrow he should be dying to talk to me. thats if he wants to. besides im studying for my science test tomorrow so excuse right there. anywayz..
ill keep you posted
yours truly
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